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Dead. ... Still trapped in a hole of darkness, Bound by lack of passion and Morbid complacency. Too content amid discontent, Selfish, Barbaric, Foul. I can barely see the light. Nor do I care to. ... I struggle to see the reason for living. Let it all pass , I say. Let me fail , Let me go! I say. Without Him, I am despondent. Past the point of numbness. Searching for pain. Welcoming death irresponsibly... Endless rounds of unfulfilling fulfillment with any and every Thing. .

Habakkuk 2:2 As we embrace another year we yet again see the thousands of people who proclaim what is now thought to be a meaningless cliché: “New Year, New Me”.  In all honesty, this is a beautiful proclamation–one of faith, one of boldness, one of hope and inspiration, so what happened and why is it almost laughable to say now?  Often this ‘new you’ who’s supposed to come forth is lost in the sauce after the initial month (and excitement) of the new year has passed.  I beli

All throughout my life I was that person who was confused and unsure about everything–who I was, what my purpose was, where I fit in, who I wanted to be, and where I belonged. It’s funny how, after transitioning from a life of confusion into a new era of clarity and intent, I crave only clarity around me. I don’t want friends who aren’t honest in their intentions. I don’t want to hang around people who don’t know what they want in life and don’t care to find out. I don’t wan

When God starts working on you it is one of the most powerful things you can experience.  You will be blown away by how supernatural it all obviously is.  Things you couldn’t change before now change with ease.  Doors that were shut to you before, now open without any effort or struggle on your part.  When you bow your knee before God and begin to say yes to him in every area of your life the spirit of God is free to move and the impossible begins to happen.  God is so faithf

When God began to draw my heart towards my life purpose and the reason why I was here on this earth I was blown away.  Not because it was unbelievable.  Not because it was so amazing.  (Although, truly it was both these things).  I was blown away because my life purpose turned out to be a personification.  I spent so much time in anguish and confusion over what I was on the earth to accomplish, turning over rock after rock trying to find where I fit in and what I’m supposed t

The goal for all of my clients, as a Christian coach, is to achieve the best quality of life possible through intimacy with God and practical yet transformative change.  Almost everything in our lives is about the habits we have developed and continue to use; if you change your negative or ineffective habits, you can literally change your life.  Practical habit change sounds so easy, but in my experience it’s one of the main things that we seem to struggle with the most. Ther

I had no intention to write this blog post. But I saw a powerful video on mental health and mental illness, and as someone very familiar with it all, inlcuding the self harming and suicidal components which the video beautifully though torturously touched on, I decided to bring my thoughts to the blog.  I started to think about my own testimony in that area, and I was overwhelmed with gratitude that my story didn’t end with a funeral in my honor. All these things we do to our

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